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you say, I’m just looking. annoyance ghosts the salesgirl’s practiced smile. well, call me if you want me.
looking at racks of silk dresses, imagining them as filled with body: yours. your body in green, tan, blue, all those yous their gestures slightly different in each color.
I am just looking. I came to look, not to touch, to batten on the desire to own, but not to, not to be disappointed in the fading, not to take home.
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the construction worker whistles her pants off. phwee! now there is the larger whistle whistling him off. where do we go from here:
to desire to have the forbidden, to touch it, to collect it, frame it, write your name on it.
look, look at the bird! an arc in air, a bright swerve of red. there is a cash register in space, you pay, you are given the bird, the cloud, the river. you say that only the blind are innocent.
a photograph is to have, the experience lacquered. here is a picture of a popsicle! its runny slush congealed for aye for eye. look where you’re going with that.
OK he says, I think I am ready to check out now. |
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